And today was my birthday.

So it will be my 18th birthday tomorrow.
Do I have a plan? No, not really. Why would I? What is the point in making a plan for a day that shold be happy and full of friends when I know that all I will get is a kick in the teeth. I know that there is someone out there somewhere who is just waiting to get their hands on me to make me myserable.

Well what a life.

In a world with so many, do we really have any friends?
Is there really anyone we can trust? what is it that we all want?

Sometimes all you want is to be held.
to feel the warmth of the person you love. But what are you to do when that person keeps hurting you.
He can't help it, but sitll you hurt. You don't know what to do,but does he?

The wonderful thing that is me.

There are some days where you just want to lay in the arms of your loved one and have them tel you how beautiful you are.
But then again there are the days where all you want is some alone time and he just wont leave you. Funny that.

It is my oppinion that I will express all feelings that I may have here.
I make no promise to be kind, the truth hurts. Not many people like to tell the truth and even less like to tell it, but I will.
Good night.